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effects of parental abuse

cptsdead:

+ the inability or struggle to say “no”, because disobedience meant punishment and you are used to being directed all the time

+ being unable to emotionally relate with your family (especially parents, if they are the abuser). concurring thoughts of “i won’t care if THEY die”, or “they won’t care if I die”

+ always afraid/hesitant to confide in someone else about feelings or thoughts, because you are used to being neglected/dismissed when you talk about your feelings, constantly being replied with “get over it”. the consequence of this is that the emotions/feelings pile up inside over time and, when you reach the limit, you suddenly become self-destructive or imminently violent/emotional

+ however, when given the chance to CONFIDE about your feelings with freedom confidently, everything spills out, even if it’s with a stranger or with someone you have not been in contact for very long.

+ you always assume that the answer to every question/statement you say is “no”, even if you definitely know the person is very likely to say “yes”. you prepare for denial and disappointment and feel a huge wave of relief when they say “yes”.

+ being secretive about enjoyment/liking things, or being secretive in what you’ve done for the day, even if it’s not deemed “bad” or “illegal”.

+ simultaneously confused whether you have affection towards your parent(s) or you hate them whole-heartedly, despite knowing that they abuse you. the confusion stems from “well, they’re my parent, so i think they’re doing this because they love me”, though the thought is, of course, false

+ being scared that people will only take advantage of you, as your parents consequently thought of you as an object to benefit from, and not someone to love.

+ being easily attached to others, because you had no parental figure. this can lead you to being easily manipulated and you are very easily controlled. children under parental abuse are also more likely to have “chosen families”.

+ having an “escape plan” or “last resort” if you still live with your parents, just in case they do something worse to you, thinking up of elaborate plans to get out, how you’ll survive, where you’ll stay, etc.

+ being surprised learning that other parents are unlike your parents, and having to have someone/a source to tell you that what your parents are doing is abusive, and as a child you thought it was normal to be unhappy at home.

+ liking school or days out because that meant being away from your parents

+ developing emotional/personality disorders and distorted thinking

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flashofgod:

Martien Coppens, De Bossche veemarkt,1950-55.

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leirelatent:

Please help to save Lea Pradziński dog!

https://pomagam.pl/0vzebw1e

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lentilsprouts:

Hoodoo Magick Rootwork Unda Wata Man’s Shoes (Shoes for Walking in a Parallel Universe), by Tosha Grantham.

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lo-sublime-y-bizarro:

Oravský Zámok, Slovakia.

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Please help to save Lea Pradziński dog

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vintage-sweden:

Mugshot of Agneta Pettersson, 1897, Sweden. The reason for her arrest is not known.

Bywa, że człowiek makabrycznie „bawi się” myślą o samobójstwie. Jest takie zdanie Emila Ciorana: gdyby nie to, że w każdej chwili mogę popełnić samobójstwo, dawno bym się zabił. Ta myśl daje poczucie, że jest jakieś wyjście. W depresji istnienie jest tak strasznym cierpieniem, że lęk przed śmiercią bywa znieczulony. Nieistnienie wydaje się luksusem wobec istnienia.
http://polska.newsweek.pl/depresja-mysli-samobojcze-tomasza-jastruna-newsweek-pl,artykuly,346251,1.html
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barcarole:

Stravinsky checking his scores at Columbia Records in NYC, 1957. Photo by Dennis Stock.

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humanoidhistory:

“Spiral form of the nebula” in constellation Canes Venatici, observed by astronomer William Parsons, 3rd Earl of Rosse. Clipped from The Heavens: An Illustrated Handbook of Popular Astronomy by Amédée Guillemin, 1867.

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chaosophia218:

Svart Crown - Abreaction, 2017.

A well-chosen book saves you from everything, including yourself.
— F. Scott Fitzgerald (via thecityofdreaming)
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